It's nice ...

Oh.. it's nice somuch ..

It is nice to know that I am still alive now,
It is nice to know that I am still breathing now,
It is nice to know that I am still singing now,
It is nice to know that I am still laying in my warm bed now,
It is nice to know that I am still seeing my twitter now,
It is nice to know that I am still be able to write in here now,
It is nice to know that I am still with my beloved friends and someone I love somuch now,
It is nice to know that I still have today to say sorry and love for all of you in this world,
It is nice to know that I still remember my childhood,
It is nice to know that I miss my sister somuch here,
It is nice to know that I am still running well in my college,
It is nice to know that I have readers that reading my writing now,
It is nice to know that I still have a power and feet to stand tomorow,
It is nice to know that I can smile now, really..., I am smiling now. I need to smile somuch., so give me your best smile dear :>

Sometimes when I feel somuch stuck in my life, somany big problems that I can't solve., or I can't get what the most thing I want to have until all of them make you somuch down to your pillow.
I need to think about this statement " It's nice to know ... "
And It works, this simple words give me such a peacefull feelings to forgive something, let something go, or remind me to always thank's with your life and your condition now.
When you hurt somuch until you could die with one thing, This word give you somany reasons to still alive and smile.
I dare you to do this dear when you are in suffer condition.

cuz I am somuch down now., bored all day, sad all day..
I need to keep my mind still being positive.

Oh my Lord., why life is so beautiful and hard.
why people are somuch complicated ...
I just need to be alone now., let me love with my lonely. Strong my self please with this positive minded.
I just need to say "It's nice to know that I still ... " for a second times, hundred times or thousand times until I think thats inaf for me to make my self charge full.

Have a great day there, always dear :)
Xoxo,Ila

Please enjoy my journal photo collections.
These were taken in my city area, called Benteng Kuto Besak, tourism area of village town. All buildings and culture are somuch traditional in this area.
(Palembang , South Sumatera. Indonesia) if you tarvel to my city, Contact me I'll give you amazing city tour !